Saturday, October 31, 2009
I probably shouldn't say this but at times I get sick. When I think about the previous times we've shared, I get lost. We had good times and it's likewise, how could things go astray in a minute of a phonecall last night? It's not possible for me not to care now despite swagging our ego endlessly. It's 6 in the morning now and while I thought I should be resting my hideous lump of bags under my eyes, I toss and turn in bed, I roll out of bed, left me pondering, why things got from bad to worse now?
And I've tried and tried to say what's on my mind, for you to least understand me. All along, I followed the voice you think you gave to me. Right this second, I'm done believing in you.
Something, somewhere's got to give as sharing this relationship gets older.
1 year 8 months tomorrow :(
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