Thursday, March 26, 2009
I, as of today, will be aimless for the days to come but I am delightfully happy that I am internship no more, you know. Yesterday was my last day of service and boy, was I glad. Not that I was literally walking on air sort of feeling but at least now, going to work on a rotating shifts for a period of 5 days has already been over and done wid. Right now, don't ask me how and where I am heading and going to do because for a matter of fact, I am rattled when I found out from the teacher said that my actual overall results wid the IA results altogether will be out prolly in the mid of April which is silly, I stand no chance to join Higher Nitec because by then, April intake is already starting school. I'm like in a fog, very uncertain to be listening to the teacher suggesting that I can try visit the school and get help wid appealing or I should be listening to Mom when she suggested me to take up Private O. Wah, didn't know life was this difficult when it comes to options eh. Pfftt.
Each of us may think we know exactly what we need to make us happy, what will be good fo us, what will ensure we have our happy ending, but life rarely works out in the way we expect, and that our happy ending may have all sorts of unexpected twits and turns, be shaped in all sorts of unexpected ways. Even said, through the toughest time I don't wish to face, I've come to realise, at the end of the day, it's you that I need, that I want, that I want to share my life wid. You might think that something has went wrong here but no, precious and I is thankfully bliss wid what life has offers us. A week ago, I got Hafiz telling me this, "I want to tell you something..I've gotta start saving up and work more as of next month. It's all for the good and you should know what I mean. Besides, you know how bad I wna own DRZ(like, forever)." I nodded of agree. The other day, Hafiz was at Nenek's place and then Nenek was literally going on of that we might stand a chance to get together(marry it is) and that how good it'll turn out that we stay a block away and that cost of savings helps alot.
Then, I thought.. ala, kau ni hafiz.. kalau nak save duit untuk kahwin(wid me), cakap aje lah, don't make the apple of your bike as an excuse.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, feeling siak.
Okay, that's not necessary at all.
So anyway, I'm looking forward to tonight. Dinner wid the rowdy-never-ending boys and 3 sweet girls. Heh.
hop in wid me!