Saturday, January 31, 2009
Frame of mind:
I don't know where to start, where to stop. I don't how to act or what to say. Why do I feel like our sparks are turning into dust? I'd never thought I'd say this, honestly.. what will become of us? I don't like reality now, I don't like the us I'm putting through now and bottomline, I miss everything about us, not now but then. When the pain sets in, I don't wanna cry but I wanna cry wid you, wid you by my side.
It's all different now, don't they?
I don't see the you in me, I don't see the me in you. You don't do the things you use to do. You didn't look the same as yesterday. I got your back, I listen to you, I tried to understand, I respected every ways of you, I breathe in patience every time I know I should get ticked but boy, I still can't seem where I went wrong. Maybe it all comes down to us; as you goes left, I stay right.. you get my drift here? Somewhere along in the bitterness, I would stay up wid you all night just to know where did I go wrong, where did this go wrong.
Stop ego. Stop self-centered, it's enough now.
I would lay down a list list of what is wrong, the things I've told you all along over and over.
"As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why this came "
The last thing I want to feel this way is when our 9th is tomorrow, love ): I wanna get my mind off this but I'm stuffing myself wid our favourite sing-along song.
I wanna save this, save you and me baby.
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three words fo you, means?