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"Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten."


AIZAT ALYSHA ATH ATTICA EDDIE JAZA LIANA NANI NURUL NANA

I'm not behaving any unbelievably dramatic.

It has always been trust that keeps me going. It has always been trust that keeps this going. Why does it have to be you again that wrecked it? Why does it always have to be the blame on you each time we settle in a fight?

You tell me, how does it feel to know your own boyfriend thinks there wasn't any need in telling his own girlfriend that he spend the night wid his family and along some ex-girlfriend of him. Best friend now, I shall confess. Eventually, you finds it out yourself and what hurts the most.. betrayal welled upon me.

I wasn't exactly the perfect understanding girlfriend you could ask for. I wasn't exactly anyone you would take me for your another past time girlfriend but sometimes all I need was just a little appreciation and a little bit of attention to how a girlfriend should least be treated.

It isn't anything to do wid the fact that any feelings won't spark back between the both of you. It isn't anything with jealousy but just why does it have to be something you hide it from me because I trusted you that you were out wid your family and just your family and no one else.

Frankly, I never like the idea of my own boyfriend having a best friend of an opposite sex especially to know that she was someone whom he called, a girlfriend ex-girlfriend.

You make me do this Hafiz.

i meet up with hafiz on monday at cck. his initial plan was 'follow me go cck. i need to fetch some things i bght'. aku sebodohbodohnye becaye la ape die ckp.

me: what you buy sia?
him: something lar. what can you buy with $60?
me: a cap? a top?
him: alah tgk je la.

and the next thing i knew was i was in this suzuki car which we have some trouble opening the car boot. hahahaha. bloody hell, he actually rented a car without me knowing it. kononkonon nye surprise la. hahaha. he's an okay driver, just that he sometimes freak me out la. we headed his home first to fetch his parents & sister before heading to jalan kayu for dinner. our next plan was to go to mustafa center but we clnt get a carpark and so they just sent me home right after that. i swear hafiz needs to learn alot more about the roads because he know nuts abt it. but yeah, it was all a good experience lar.

Copied from his precious best friend of his. Hah.
Don't get me wrong. Sometimes a girl's gotta do what a grl's gotta do.

Now then I find the truth just why I was not allowed to company you to fetch the car. So much for picking up your parents from work and I was silly enough to believe. Now you tell me.. what do I even stand in him as a girlfriend?


Leave me alone now. I might not even need you. You wanna play your game, I can play mine too.